Pondering

Some times I just want to ponder why. Why do bad things happen to good people? Why do you put two socks in the wash and only one comes out of the dryer? Why can't the ups in life last longer and the downs move by almost unnoticed. I'm not sure there are any answers to these questions. Writing things down is suppose to be a good outlet and when I voice deep thoughts people tend to run and hide I suppose in truth we don't want to face what the answer might be to the questions posed. I do believe that there are reasons things happen and I have see that sometimes it takes years for us to understand how the occurance benifited us. Sometimes we never understand. Truth is I would just love some tranqulity in my life, a smooth path for a piece of time to gain strenth to climb the next mountian. Let's see a show of hands of people that would like to join me for a bit of smooth sailing for a few months. LOL yeah its a nice thought anyway. Not to over look blessings thought I've had many along the way and I never take them for granted.